Fears and To Dos

I will not always see the stars.

I will not always be healthy.

I will not always be able.

Go for 30 minute walk every day.

Farmers market dinner on Saturday.

Menu for week.

Check into health insurance options for post job.

I am afraid for my children, this fragile planet, the anger and stupidity of people.

Set up tutoring time with Rosa.

Check in with a friend a day.

Take Monya to store on Saturday.

Move compost heap.

I am afraid of losing my children.

I will not always hear the peepers.

I am afraid of the dwindling years.

I fear that I’m always counting down the dwindling.

I am afraid of the onset of winter, the end of warmth.

Get furnace cleaned.

Order 2 cords green wood.

Plans once a week with mom.

I am afraid of my fears.

I’m afraid when I think of all I’ll never see, of the shortness of my time. That I’ll never know what happens.

Finish Dad’s photo project.

Finish sweater.

I am afraid of planes dropping out of the sky.

Make reservations.